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Today, my Cat passed away....

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Oh god... After my sweet dog, my beloved little kitty... :'( I feel so empty inside...
Choupette was our family cat, she died at the age of 20 ... She's also older than me, and it means that I ALWAYS lived with her... This is such a pain to let her go...
Choupette [pronounced like shoe-pet] was a european wild cat that we found at the age of 2 weeks, lost and sick in a midow... My parents took her to home and took care of her until her recovery. From my born, she always have been there with and for me...

I know that 20 years old is such a beautiful age for a cat, but Choupette was a strong wild cat, and if she died this morning, it's completely my Dad's fault !!!!
If my dog died in a peaceful way, it was unfortunately not the case at all for my sweet white kitty...

that's her horrible end-of-life story:
When I came back to our family house last month ( I broke with my bf..), my parents was divorced, and my mother was not allowed to keep her, so she let Choupette to my dad. The fact is that my dad don't like animals, and Choupette unfortunately fell sick... She had an mouth infection and from day to day, it became worse and worse... I don't have any car or any transportation but my dad! So I asked him for a month to bring Choupette to the vet, promising him that I would pay ALL the medications. But he refused everytime...  Choupette's health was really bad, and her infection started to be general. She had an AWFUL smell from her mouth, and my neighbors refused to bring her in their car, cause it was too strong. So I called my mom, but she's in a bad money situation and she lives far from us, so she only could bring us to the vet this morning, after an entire week of suffering for my sweet Choupette... The last night before the vet, she bled a lot from the nose and the mouth, she was dying on my sofa, suffuring a LOT since the begining, and she didn't ate at all. She was weak, suffuring of starvation because she couldn't eat anymore and of dehydratation cause her kidney didn't work anymore.... It was so PAINFUL to watch her dying, in agony, just by my side only because my HORRIBLE father didn't wanted to MOVE for her !
This morning when I FINALLY could bring her to the vet with my mother, the vet said to me "If you had taken her sooner, I could be able to save her, but there is no more hope for her..." So my mother told her goodbye before to go wait in the waitroom, and I was ALONE by her sides to rassure her during the lethal injection...
I would always remember her eyes looking at me at this moment, like if she was saying me "thank you..." before to die in my arms...

Today I feel so sad... And I have so MUCH rage and digust for the human cruelty, and especially for my dad ! Choupette had a long, peaceful life, but she didn't deserved to die by suffuring this much...

RIP Choupette, I know you're far better where you are now, I would NEVER forget you, and I'm SO sorry to havn't been able to do anything for you sooner.... I love you my sweet "white panther"....

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Photo take by my lovely brother, march 2013 (she was already 20 years old on this pic!!)
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I cried reading the last line of her death.. I'm so sorry.. She was wonderful.. =(